Hey Guys. I miss this.

How are you doing? I hope you’re happy where ever you are right now. I know I am. Are things going your way? Is there someone in your life?

Don’t you dare think I forgot about you! How could I ever forget?

No matter what happens, I’m still here for you. The moment you say hello, it’ll seem like we were always close..although we may not talk as much as we used to!

I went through a hard time in high school for a while. Remember that? Thank you for being there for me. You guys helped me grow stronger. Now things don’t hurt as much anymore. I’m bulletproof when I have my girls with me!

I’m glad I had you guys in my life. Just wanted to let you know. :]

People say things happen for a reason.

People say things happen for a reason. Are you the reason why these things happened to me, or are you a part of something greater?

I can’t imagine myself now if I went back into the past and changed things. If I went back and changed life so that all I knew of the world was happiness, how would I ever enjoy anything like a simple smile? If I made it so I never lost anything, would I ever appreciate the things I have right now?

We all know too well how life is harsh and unfair at times. We’ve been disappointed, heartbroken, betrayed, ignored, stolen from, lost…these things are all too familiar, am I right?  Without these things though, how would we ever appreciate what we have?

You say you’re on the pursuit of happiness, but do you know that it’s always been with you? It’s in an ice cream cone, or a smile from a friend. It’s in the birds that sing in the morning. It’s in your favorite song. It’s in a child’s laugh. It’s in the split second your hand accidently brushes against his. Don’t you think that it’s enough to live for one more day?

Life will never be completely fair…and I am fine with that.

Call me passive…

I always want to blog to rant and complain sometimes, but most of the time I think about what I want to say and realize it’s not worth saying at all.

There are so many ridiculous people in the world…to write about each and every one would be a waste of time.

I just convert that annoyance and turn it into entertainment. You should do it too because…

 

You have no idea how much I enjoy Facebook now.

Midterms: “Kill me now!”

I can’t sleep when I want to, and I feel the need to sleep at the most inappropriate times.

 

Calculus test in 36 hours.

Physics homework due in 20 hours.

Chemistry test in 14 hours.

Amount of sleep I’ll probably get tonight: 3.

 

I feel like everything I stacked in the back of my mind is suddenly toppling down on me. Everything is in shambles, and I’m trying my best to make sense of it all.

Summarizing the past week and the remainder of it in one word: fuck.

If I see that dog on a boat problem on the test tomorrow, I’m going to shoot myself.

FMLFMLFMLFML.

There will be a lot of cans of Monster in the recycling bin for the next two weeks.

I’m hoping this is just a case of me underestimating myself and my physics knowledge. Pass or fail, I’ll walk out screaming hallelujah…and then study for more midterms. Great. I love college.

At least I’m not stressed. I know I have time to do everything…but I still get nervous because I don’t thoroughly study. It’s more like cramming.

One day I’ll be ahead, but today isn’t the day, and it sure as hell isn’t this semester. One day I’ll get some sleep, but it sure as hell won’t be today.

 

“I’m on the pursuit of happiness and I know everything that shine ain’t always gonna be gold. I’ll be fine once I get it. I’ll be good.”

“The People I’ve Met Are the Wonders of My World.”

I love my friends. All of them! Really!

What I love the most about them is how different they are from me and from each other. There is a huge range between all of them, and they all blend together like the colors of the rainbow. No matter where I go, I know I will never truly be alone.

I would like to thank them for helping me through a lot…from homework to getting over boys to getting me food. Every little thing means so much to me.

 

The heart is like a room full of people. They come and go…some linger and enjoy free cookies. Some people break things and scratch things on the walls.

I wish there was more room in my heart to squeeze more people in my life, but some people have to leave as quickly as they enter. Whether you stay or not, I will remember you as long as you leave an imprint!

 

I’m so cheesy. But I’m so damn happy right now. So happy I could cry.

 

Perhaps I don’t know your name yet, but I’m glad you’re in my life. haha

I just HAD to share this.

A friend of mine sent me a picture of someone on myspace. This was the advertisement that showed up on the side of the picture.

 

I find this very hilarious because before she sent the picture we were having a conversation about sugar daddies and how they would make our lives much easier. What? We both like food and shopping, especially when it’s all paid for by someone else. :] I mean..my boyfriend has a sugar daddy (coughFredcough) why can’t I? Just kidding.

 

Anyway… Marshall’s been bugging me to post up something new anyway. Lately I don’t have anything to say…nothing to share.

 

Going back to school on Saturday…I still don’t have my car. I hope it’s not going to be a bitch moving everything in. My clothes are heavy and I have no muscle.

 

I’m excited to go back to see everyone again, but I’m not excited to start class because all I’ve been doing this past month is killing my brain cells and depriving myself of sleep and food.

Late Night Notes: Holiday Edition

It seems like it’s harder to sleep when school is out. I can’t sleep during the night, but I can sleep through the day. Some days I don’t even see the sun.

Have you ever slept so much your head hurt? My mind is trying so hard to wake me up, but my body doesn’t listen and continues to sleep. Does this mean that I became a vampire? Does this mean my skin can glitter in the sun? SCORE.

 

“The house is quiet as a hollow head and I’m walking around bumping into things you said.”

 

I miss it when my mom used to work. It is then that I can finally leave my room without feeling like someone is watching me.

 

Free time is a good thing, but too much of it is lethal. It makes your body melt into the bed. It makes you think about things that shouldn’t or usually wouldn’t cross your mind.

 

I can’t believe I’m saying this…but I kind of miss school. Walking (rushing) to physics at 7:30, letting the morning air wake me. Getting Einstein brothers for breakfast after…enjoying a french vanilla coffee. Laying out by the fountain, letting the sun peeking through the clouds warm me before theatre class. Rushing to the dorm after calculus to take a quick nap before getting lunch with Marshall. Procrastinating after dinner and crawling into bed at 2 in the morning.

I’m going to miss the student life after I graduate.

 

National championship game tomorrow. This is the first and possibly last time I’ll be saying this but…roll tide. Eek.

 

Oh yeah. I was looking around in the kitchen in the middle of the night when I thought I heard whistling coming from outside. It was creepy. So I just walked away and ate an oreo.

After getting in a car accident, I’ve been more paranoid lately. I don’t know how I’ll be able to make it to Baton Rouge by myself without having a heart attack. I don’t even know if I’ll be able to get my car back from the shop before school starts. I doubt it.

 

The sun is about to come out. I should try to sleep for the 209845798th time tonight.

Starting Over

With a brand new blog. I hope I won’t abandon this one like I did with the others. Hello again.